tears?!

i don't want to feel like this!
i just don't want to!!!
sigh...
my heart feels tight..
and i want to cry...
but what am i going to do.
luda is going away.
she's leaving for Effat college nect term!
i am so happy for her,,, dnt get me wrong.... but its just that i am simply going to miss her...
having her around made me feel happy... gave me this buble of happiness...
she was one of the few people who- i think- truly understood me..
sigh...
luda.
i ,love ya hunnie!!!
and i hope i was a good friend to you...
just like you were an awesome friend for me!!!
i wish i could say more...
but its all trapped inside my heart...
so ... whenever i see u next
a HUGE hug will be coming ur way :D
LOVE YOU!!!
MWAH!!!