White Horse- Taylor Swift

Say you're sorry

That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Baby I was naíve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance,
My mistake, I didn't know,
To be in love you had to fight to get the uppper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess
This ain't our fairytale
I'm gonna find someone, someday
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rear view mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.
Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Oh
It's too late
To catch me now



 God this is so true
It hurts that it is!

You make it hard to love you.

You make it hard to love you.
You effin sad person
You make it hard to like you
You weak weakling
You're weak inside and out
Your issues have issues
Your issues' issues have issues
You are the impersonation of loss
I can't hate you and I can't like you
You make it hard to love you.

30/10/2009
6:06 pm

My wedding song

I have realized that I truly

I have realized that I truly
Samja neho belkol neho!!!!!!!!
Life makes absolutely no sense
People make no sense
Love and hate make no sense
Happiness and sadness make no sense
I don't understand anything anymore.
Breathing and suffocating collide
Heartbreaking and soulpatching run together
Life and death interchange
Fighting and peace making aren't speaking to each other
The world is on fire and yet it's cold as iced water
I could go on forever and ever
But see I'm energized and restless those two come together
In a marrige designed by humans
Who forgot what holy and pure is.
Who have made everything crude and pointless
Even laughter is now humorless
So yes.
I am restless filled with energy that I can't explain.
I want to vent it out but I've failed miserably.
Strength I never knew I had I cannot contain
My only entertainment is in reading some novel that leaves me wonderig
if such things exist.
Or have we killed all truth with our vanity and slain purity with our
ignorance?!
We know of sinning but not repentance
Even when we do we Take it for granted
I'm stopping now for I have ranted
The boredom to death and now feel a good amount of calmness so I'll go
breathe it and dance to it's tune
I'm immune
To stupidity and indirectness
If I wanted you I would have acted
But apparently the world is childish and immature
Selfish and bored
Am I the only mature person in this lost world?!
Deep breathe exhalation I'm not damaged
Scarred beyond anyones imagination
But I've risen from the ashes
Like the pheonix
I've got secret magic.
Sit and wonder
You'll never have it.

Random random
Drama drama drama!!!!

Love y'all
Peace

I am destined to be a rapper :)
6:40 pm
27-10-2009

My favorite song!!!!!!!

FireFlies
Owl City

Lyrics | Owl City lyrics - Fireflies lyrics

Got some rain

Got some rain
Got some sun
And I've smiled to everyone
I'm on top of the world
I feel as pretty as diamonds and pearls
Love is here
Love is now
I'm too happy I can't frown
But I'm missing you.
Lulu, I really miss u.
Allah is fair.
So we'll survive life
And thrive
I swear.

something im pondering

I finished my tale and looked at him and he was as still as a statue; then without warning he pulled me into his arms and hugged me tight, I started crying onto his shirt trying to get rid of all the hurt and pain.
“Oscar? I’m sorry, I’m sorry I didn’t mean to say all this” I sad between sobs.
“Shhhh honey, it’s okay, I’m here, don’t cry” he kept me in his arms, rocking me gently.