Sunday, June 28, 2009

Happy stuff

Today was my 2nd day as a trainee at the IMC hospital.
This week i'm at phlebotomy. It's loads of fun and I like that I'm
interacting with all sorts of people.
There are kids who scream and give migranes and others who cry silently.

Some old men are really nice they prayed for me Allah yewafigik
Today I met the first young guy he got onto my friends nerves. Ga3ad
yestahbil. I wamted to laugh but didn't cuz he'd probably think I was
flirting.

The people in phlebotomy are Awesome.
There's Fatima and Sabreena. Renel is the guy who orders stuff for the
labs and then there are various porters who send the samples we've
taken down to the lab to have tests run on them.
I never thought I'd have this much fun working at a hospital.

Al7amdulila!
bye

So many things run through my head simeltaneously

So many things run through my head simeltaneously
Hate and love race through my veins side by side
I want to stand tall yet cower and hide
Contradictions so many of them lead my life
I don't care but I do
I want to cry
But my heart is ice
I think I don't have feelings but then my heart beats slower and I
can't breathe
The tears that never came block my throat.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

What is it about you that makes me mad?

What is it about you that makes me mad?
What is it that makes me sad?
Is it your arrogance?
Or it is the fact that you r as ignorant as a blind man about colors?
You have no idea how horrible you are
You live in the illusion of perfection
You think you're god's gift to mankind
You think I'm a possesion of yours
I'm not!
I'm a creation of God's
And to Him I'll ultimately belong
I'm a free spirit
Bound in an earthly vessel
I don't belong here, I belong there
In paradise.
So don't ask me of things I cannot give you
My heart isn't mine to give
Leave me alone
Please:
Let
me
Go!
Stop this insane obsession!
I
Don't
Want
You!
Get
That
Through
Your
Head!
Goodbye!!


P.S it's not you! Don't obsess!

Friday, June 26, 2009

When will it stop?

When will it stop?
This lonliness that ebbs and flows
When will my sorrow end?
I can no longer pretend
That I'm okay.
Have I ruined every chance of meeting you?
By telling the world about you?
Did I make a mistake?
I'd take it back.
I wouldve kept it a secret
But I wanted everyone to know that you're real
I thought it would make you come faster
That you'd hear them talking about you and come to me
Why aren't you here?!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

The greatest song in the world!



Breakeven- The Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in (ok so this line isn't rite, i pray to a God i do beleive in)
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
what am I suppose to say when i'm all choked up and you're OK
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop me bleeding
Cos she moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it dont break even

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryna make sence of what little remains
Cos you left with no love, with no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god i don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
No it don't break, no it dont break even, no

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

A Message From George Carlin

This is a masterpiece. If you have not read it take the time to
read it now. If you have read it take time to read it again!
GEORGE CARLIN (He recently)


Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write
something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate.

A Message by George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time.
We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more
experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much,smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little,
drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too
little, watch TV too much,and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too
much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and
small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days
of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are
days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night
stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to
quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and
nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to
you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just
hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. An embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

If you don't send this to other people....Who cares?

George Carlin

Tough Questions

I came across this joke on one of my iPhone apps and thought you might like it...
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Supreme Court nominee Judge Sonia Sotomayor is going to get tough questions from senators during her confirmation hearings.

But I think she'll be fine. I mean, this is a woman who spent her whole life in the courtroom, so she's used to being around criminals.

- Jay Leno

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Late Night Jokes by iPhunny



Thursday, June 18, 2009

My New Favorite Song and New Fave TV Show



The Lyrics:

( The Song is by Pink - Please Don't Leave Me)

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da da-da da

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da da-da
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is... broken

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
[ Pink Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry.

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da da-da da
Please, please don't leave me

Baby please don't leave me
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
You say I don't need you but it's always gonna come right back,
It's gonna come right back to this.
Please, don't leave me.
No.
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me

Saturday, June 6, 2009

A point.

I made a point a while ago not to dissect anyone on my blog, as in publicly...
but I am itching to do so....
God this person makes me sooooooo angry...
I want to scratch his eyes out and scream.
he is so selfish!
he won't let us travel on our own cuz the selfish ************* knows we are gonna have SO MUCH FRIGGIN FUN WITHOUT HIM!
GOD he is such a ( i want to curse) insecure ********
i hate him, my blood boils.
god i wish i was somewhere else.
living life my way not under this control freak .
i absolutely positively hate my life at the moment.
shit **** crap.
Bye.
i am gna commit emotional suicide.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Gaspard... My heart goes wild :p




hehe!!


i am on something i'm sure, the buzz i'm feeling is amazing!!


anyway! saw this and i fell in love again.


Gaspard Ulliel ...i might die if i ever meet u in real life!


ah, the majeek of z french!
hehe
i decided it beats spanish *but dont tell anyone!*

Wish you were here

You stood there
Unaware that I was approaching
The soft breeze picked up
Making your hair fall on your midnight blue eyes
I couldn't help but envy it.
I envy the wind, it gets to be around you all the time.
You pushed the strands back
And saw me.
That's when I forgot everything.
When the air I breathed became and afterthought
When my heartbeats stopped
My insides melted
I knew that now it was OK to die
You smiled
My favorite smile
The one that took away all my sadness away
Then you opened your arms
Just for me
I ran into them
I thanked Allah for creating you for me.
You wrapped me in a blanket of love and security
I never want to leave.
...

please come, what's taking you so long my blue eyed prince?
 

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